Growing up...

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Maturity comes to everyone different and some are late bloomers...

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When times are strenous, is there a place for maturity?
it occured to me my actions were in obscurity,the absurdity,
and the allure of free, powerfully leads, one who steals to eat,
cant feel or see, walking blindly with those in thievery,
to OD on C's, stupidity, left in the cold no insulation,
no guidance other then 2 cents, and enraged insinuations,
reachin desperation, already and its incredibly heavy,
my hand steady,cant catch me, ive the need to feed my belly,
a gun or machete,suicide coincide when you reside in poverty
approach counter awkwardly, but bullets only a 5 dollar fee,
adrenaline power me, under the surface searchin for purpose,
nervously work this box in my coat, before the desk of service,
walk out after gum purchase, curses got away again on chance,
body in america inhalin pills, but im afraid my brain in france
I glance at my timepiece, the moment when life cease,
blood boils to high heat, OD a lesson that might teach,
a gutter rat like me,surviving somehow to live out a destiny
almost diein carelessly showed me the folly in no life expectancy
you knock the axis off where you think the world revolves,
around you no longer,you grow stronger,the mature evolved