I feel emotionless, I feel depressed in my own pool of misery
I cannot stand for my mind and heart is missing me
God, why can’t you see me? You look for me everyday...
Are you blind too? Can you not see me sad in much of stray?
I look to the heavens and to the angels for help
And even god…the one that created me herself
God tells me that everything will be alright and ok
And even though in the creator I have much faith
I still do not believe every single word she will say
So to the religious and holy god now I pray
He gives me no answers and I feel purely damned
I feel as he gave me cancer and this was planned
The angels only offer remorse and pity
Even when im with angels her lies still hit me
I still feel her love so greatly engraved
But my mind body and soul still feel depraved….
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